Once again your the “One” before the “One”… I realise that sometimes people will say, your such an amazing person and I really do hope you find someone as amazing as you, and they move on leaving you in broken shackles…They don’t try to become the “amazing” person they want me to be with; nor do they ask me what I want…I feel the Universe is consistently introducing me to complete assholes for one of two reasons:
1. There is no such thing as a decent person (even if your parents introduce you to most of them)
2. We are getting the jerks out of the way so the one destined to be with me can walk in
Either way its feeling like an imbalance of happiness…in all areas of life not just companionship…Still you work hard and continue to hold faith and just keep on taking it a day at a time; truly watching your words and actions so that YOU don’t hurt anyone the way you have been hurt…but if promises of a brighter future are real, please don’t let it be a life time of misery and sheer moments of happiness
They say you should never depend on others to love you, You should be strong and love yourself and your accomplishments…but sometimes it’s nice (and human nature) to have someone recognize all this love you have…we receive praise for a job well done in everything else: stickers for completed homework, bonuses for successful business, and compliments on that new haircut! Sometimes you need that someone to come and admire those scars you wear so proudly, the smile that hides the tears, and the heart that gives love and is waiting for someone to love it back.
That feeling when like you get super close to a person. Like you tell everything you are to them. And then one day they just stop caring about you. Man I love that feeling.
I want to remind us all that the world is listening, all the time. How we are ripples out from us into the world and affects others. We have a responsibility - an ability to respond - to the world. Finding our particular way of living this responsibility, of offering who we are to the world, is why we are here. We are called because the world needs us to embody the meaning in our lives. God needs us awake. The world we live in is a co-creation, a manifestation of individual consciousness woven into a collective dream. How we are with each other as individuals, as groups, as nations and tribes, is what shapes that dream.
Oriah Mountain Dreamer
Path to world peace
Are you present Now, my friend?
Are you in this moment, or spinning the tale of the past or weaving pictures of the future?
Breathe, love… breathe in deep, and breathe out long…
Look at these words with your full attention…
You are a beautiful spirit, full of Light.
You are not this body nor your mind’s turbulent waves.
It’s true, love…
Be gentle with yourself, my friend. Gentleness can move mountains.
If you asked me to draw a picture of myself I’d draw two. One would be a portrait of a happy, self-confident, regular-looking woman and the other would be a close-up of a giant gaping mouth that’s ravenous for love. Many days I have to silently say to myself: It’s okay. You are loved. You are loved even if some people don’t love you.